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“我的前半生,也过得很失败。”

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    今天早上刷到B站的up主“一食纪”的一个视频,“我的前半生,过得很失败”,up主的一句话破防了,是呀,现在每天遇到的问题,以及面对日常的琐碎,我们的都前半生的不如意,
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    但,我们自己在好好生活的同时,也治愈了别人,视频上架不久后,众多网友分别在下面留言
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">”你的菜我很多都在做,并没有在收藏夹里吃灰“,这句话真的好感动</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“我明白,我明白,我也是gay,不喜欢社交,讨厌世俗,喜欢一个人做饭吃,有时候也找不到存在的意义,真的很难呀,但风雨过后,明天太阳还会照常升起,你还有我们一起陪着你,一起加油好不好”</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“喜欢男,喜欢女,喜欢谁都是自己的事,像呼吸一样自然,像饿了想吃饭一样自然。人生的枷锁很多是自己给的,看开些,花开花谢我们来过,认真活过,很多人也被你的视频温暖过,已经是很成功的人生了”</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“平时很少在软件上留下痕迹,可这次真的忍不住了。去年一个小意外导致脚骨折,我一个人居住,怕家里人担心就没说,请了一周的假又回去上班了。因为不方便走路去食堂,就每天晚上提前做好第二天中午的饭菜带到单位。那个时候每天跟着up主学做菜对我来说是很快乐的一件事,up主的视频支撑我度过了那段孤独的日子。希望你不要放弃啊,你也是别人生命中的光呢。”</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“嘿,你知道吗,我也喜欢同性。去年抑郁症最严重的时候,我给所有人写好了遗书,准备在温暖的春天死去。孤独像一个幽灵,如影随形折磨着我。我告诉我的妹妹要怎么在我离开后照顾好家里人,给她发&quot;对于一个经过深思熟虑痛苦的人,不应该劝阻而是告诉她这一生你很努力了,如果真的没有办法再坚持的话,那就离开吧,我会记住你的”</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“如果你是退站不做up主了,我们尊重你,但希望你不是做傻事了”</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“其实作为看客没有资格要求他继续坚持生活下去,生命的抉择是留给他自己的。我不好要求你留下来,也不认为你做了傻事,如果你确定要走,我只会冲你招手,跟你说一声再见。你是自由的,生也好,死也好”</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“可是你还有40多万人喜欢你啊宝贝,不在了是要去哪里,不做b站了也可以,下厨房去试试吗,我很喜欢看你做饭,因为我也是一个人,你知道吗,就刚才有个男的把手机伸到我窗户上偷拍我,我只敢躲在墙角哭,我在这里一个朋友都没有,只有我一个人,我甚至连出去呵斥都不敢,我本来是想看看你今晚做什么饭的,你去哪里呀”</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“你看,我也是30岁才遇到幸福。我也常常觉得人生很失败,可是在出生时也没人告诉我们来到这世界是为了成功的。况且很多时候,我们没有得到更多的认同,是因为我们没有妥协没有低头,不是吗?我们更应该骄傲的吧?还想看你做更多的饭,把厨房整整齐齐干干净净的男孩子,内心也是很纯粹的吧。好想抱抱你,抱抱所有在挣扎边缘坚持的人,要照顾好自己,照顾好自己的情绪。如果不开心一定要说出来,如果找不到可以倾诉帮你保密的朋友,希望我能是那个树洞。我愿意挡在这个世界的前面,告诉你,我们都爱你”</span>
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    <span style="font-size: 12px; color: #7F7F7F;">“最近拿到一套鼠灰色细条纹的麻质和服,是适合夏天穿的和服,所以我还是先活到夏天吧。”今天是农历立夏,希望up能够出一些夏天的美食。”</span>
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    真的,我也重新刷了一下他的视频,视频都很治愈,他在治愈众多网友的同时,却未能治愈自己,真的希望明天的热搜是“一食纪没有轻生”,也希望我们可以遇到生命的那一束光
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